SweetSiren
I've had my closest friend for almost two decades. I basically grew up in her house, her parents were practically my own. She has a younger brother too. I love them all so much.
But something weird is happening with me that I don't want to talk to her about- I have these strange feelings of attraction rising up for her brother. I have been fighting with myself, "He's little Brad! The kid that sat on the couch playing video games refusing to shower. No!" These feelings are coming up out of nowhere. I used to joke about marrying him when he was older, and I find myself overcompensating and going back to these old jokes, I'm trying to keep him as that kid in my mind to try to get rid of the bizarre feelings of attraction. And to act on them in anyway could potentially open a can of worms.
So, I consulted tarot. I didn't ask a specific question, and it's from a big spread.
The cards that stuck out to me were:
Present situation: 2 of Pents
(I feel that this is obvious. I'm going over and over in my mind what could come of this.)
My world: Six of Pents
(Having a bit of trouble here. Could be referring to the fact that I'm older than him and feel as though I must keep the balance that was established when we were kids, as in, we aren't equals.)
His World: High Priestess
(He does remain in his own world and doesn't really share anything with anyone. He likes keeping to himself.)
Obstacles: King of Swords
(I'm obviously having trouble thinking through it without these odd emotions coming up.)
Outcome: Temperance
(This is a relief for me. It's opposed the two of Pents, so I'm thinking that I'll be able to see him for the man he has become and respecting him for that without succumbing to the attraction. Alchemical.)
But something weird is happening with me that I don't want to talk to her about- I have these strange feelings of attraction rising up for her brother. I have been fighting with myself, "He's little Brad! The kid that sat on the couch playing video games refusing to shower. No!" These feelings are coming up out of nowhere. I used to joke about marrying him when he was older, and I find myself overcompensating and going back to these old jokes, I'm trying to keep him as that kid in my mind to try to get rid of the bizarre feelings of attraction. And to act on them in anyway could potentially open a can of worms.
So, I consulted tarot. I didn't ask a specific question, and it's from a big spread.
The cards that stuck out to me were:
Present situation: 2 of Pents
(I feel that this is obvious. I'm going over and over in my mind what could come of this.)
My world: Six of Pents
(Having a bit of trouble here. Could be referring to the fact that I'm older than him and feel as though I must keep the balance that was established when we were kids, as in, we aren't equals.)
His World: High Priestess
(He does remain in his own world and doesn't really share anything with anyone. He likes keeping to himself.)
Obstacles: King of Swords
(I'm obviously having trouble thinking through it without these odd emotions coming up.)
Outcome: Temperance
(This is a relief for me. It's opposed the two of Pents, so I'm thinking that I'll be able to see him for the man he has become and respecting him for that without succumbing to the attraction. Alchemical.)