Jude
I guess I am not exactly sure what I am looking for. Something just keeps telling me to post here. Someone I love I don't seem to matter to..even though I felt like he was the one. I felt it in my pores he comes in like a carnival and leaves like a thunderstorm..I suddenly have a lot of financial issue. My world is spinning. I am having disturbing dreams in which I can't seem to recall the context...but can see the scary evil smiles when I wake. I guess I'm afraid and a little lost. I fear he will never come back and yet I also fear that he will. I'm not sure what to do or what will happen. I wondered if anyone could point me in the right direction or at least let me know if I should be this scared? Thank you. Any thoughts are welcome and I hope I didn't post this incorrectly:/