The solution to your problems (perhaps)
Tallarico
First of all, thkz 4 replying my new member thread
I have a friend who sometimes uses a spread called "The Tree of Life", where 11 cards are displayed as the Cabalistic Tree of the same name.
It is a general spread, specially good for spiritual questions, just like yours.
If you think you are interested in trying this spread to answer your question, tell me and I'll give U more info on it.
Kiss