Tigerangel
I've started this thread mainly as a sort of communal blog for anyone who wishes to share their experiences or advice of the journey into healing there soul either through energy,colour, aromatherapy, shamanic and reiki healings etc.
Hopefully this can be a place that either current or future members can gain some insight and knowledge into how they can go about healing there soul from the core, as we all have some type of traumatic experiences that we may experience at some point in our lives, the severity of that experience will differ from person to person and when traumatic experiences manifests in our lives it can affect us deep within our Souls core which can then manifest itself in our daily lives as physical or mental illness, which then needs to be treated by doctors and physiotherapists, but if we heal our soul aswell along with any other help that is needed, the chances of a complete recovery without any relapses we have a better chance of changing our lives for the better and leading our lives the way our spirit wants us too.
To start off I'll be sharing my experiences of my interest into shamanic healing that has become an interest from me over the last year and half.
I have always been able to have meditation experiences that connect me with animals, after experiencing my first group shamanic journey, I've released that I have always for a great many years been able to journey to the lower world for help and advice from animal guides and animal messengers.
However my experience of an upperworld journey was indeed a new experience and one that had instant effects in my life.
I attended my first group shamanic journeying class last week, and in my lower world journey nothing major happened in this journey, my Raven power animal came to me and took me for a fly over a green forest, when we reached the middle of the forest he left and all I experienced from that was seeing green and purple colours, which I do do see with short silent mediations, however in my own meditations the colours always spiral in and out of each other, but at the group class the pattern was erratic and spiking all over the place, after we where called back and given thanks to our power animal, I realised that I didn't gain much info from this lower world journey as I've always been able to access this world for many years without evening realising it, and what my Raven did was a sharing of energies for group healing.
My upperworld journey was a completely different story, here I gained alot of insight into what I need to do to heal my soul.
In the upperworld we go to meet either spiritual guides, ancestors or religious beings (gods/goddesses etc)
My experience was of meeting with Quan Yin, which to be honest was something I really did not expect as I have never really had and any connection to this goddess before now and she gave me a pink lotus flower took me to her pond which was very beautiful and told me when I need to release negative emotions or resentment from things from my past that I've to take a petal and and put these emotions into the petal then drop into her pond, during this experience I could feel myself waiting to start crying but I didn't.
After we gave thanks and returned from the journey my shamanic teacher said that I should also do this in the physical world aswell as in my meditations, so I plan on buying my favourite pink flowers and once the petals fall off I will place them in box along with a raw rose quartz crystal I have, then anytime I wish to physically release the negative emotions I can take a petal to the park that is close to me and drop into one of the 3 ponds that is in it.
Since the class I did do a return meditation to Quan Yins pond and took the petal full of my negative emotions and resentments and as I dropped into the pond a carp koi came up and grabbed the petal and took it under the water, the next day I felt alot more happier and more emotionally connected to my partner than I have done in a very long time.
So since my group journeying experience from last week I have felt a more positive attitude about myself and my future and what I need to do to really heal myself.
I have also since the class did a solo shamanic journey where I wanted to know what steps I need to take now, and what is my lineage of Ancestral descendents.
In the lowerworld journey I meet a stag who had 3 young deer (fawns), who keep looking to him for attention and the message I received was it's time to look after yourself, your children can look after themselves now.
I do indeed have 3 children, and that following day I was taking a letter up to daughter aswell as doing a few other bits n bobs that day, but the interesting part is how many times I seen an image of a stag that day, while I was walking with my partner into town to get a bite to eat a man past me wearing a shirt that was completely covered with images of stags, then on our why back home I seen at least 4 pictures of stags in shop windows.
(ETA) I've just seen a programme today that had a large willow weaved stag, I'm really starting to feel stag wants it's presence to be strongly felt.
When I did this journey I used my pair of moqui marbles the smooth one represent female energies and the rough stone the male energies, so I'm also taking this as a sign of me needing to acknowledge my masculine energies within myself as the stag had shown up and not a female deer.
With my upperworld journey to find my lineage I seen a Spanish dancer (female) and an eastern solider, he had a metal helmet on with a long red tassle going out the top (male), I'm not sure if he was Japanese or Chinese though my instincts are saying Japanese, as I have always had an interest so much so that a few years back I took up practicing kendo and reading about the ways of the samurai.
I also have two kanji tattoos on my shoulder blades representing my Tiger and Raven power animal, my Tiger has been my lifelong companion, Raven came to me after I left my physically abusive relationship of 17 year's.
I then found an article that states that it is very possible for alot of Celtic/Scottish bloodlines to have been descended from Spanish and eastern bloodlines.
So that has been some of my experiences into the unknown journey of my healing of my soul.
I will come back when I have anything new to add about my soul healing journey.
Please feel free to share your experiences also of how you have started to heal your own soul and also if your wanting to start along that soul healing path.
Hopefully this can be a place that either current or future members can gain some insight and knowledge into how they can go about healing there soul from the core, as we all have some type of traumatic experiences that we may experience at some point in our lives, the severity of that experience will differ from person to person and when traumatic experiences manifests in our lives it can affect us deep within our Souls core which can then manifest itself in our daily lives as physical or mental illness, which then needs to be treated by doctors and physiotherapists, but if we heal our soul aswell along with any other help that is needed, the chances of a complete recovery without any relapses we have a better chance of changing our lives for the better and leading our lives the way our spirit wants us too.
To start off I'll be sharing my experiences of my interest into shamanic healing that has become an interest from me over the last year and half.
I have always been able to have meditation experiences that connect me with animals, after experiencing my first group shamanic journey, I've released that I have always for a great many years been able to journey to the lower world for help and advice from animal guides and animal messengers.
However my experience of an upperworld journey was indeed a new experience and one that had instant effects in my life.
I attended my first group shamanic journeying class last week, and in my lower world journey nothing major happened in this journey, my Raven power animal came to me and took me for a fly over a green forest, when we reached the middle of the forest he left and all I experienced from that was seeing green and purple colours, which I do do see with short silent mediations, however in my own meditations the colours always spiral in and out of each other, but at the group class the pattern was erratic and spiking all over the place, after we where called back and given thanks to our power animal, I realised that I didn't gain much info from this lower world journey as I've always been able to access this world for many years without evening realising it, and what my Raven did was a sharing of energies for group healing.
My upperworld journey was a completely different story, here I gained alot of insight into what I need to do to heal my soul.
In the upperworld we go to meet either spiritual guides, ancestors or religious beings (gods/goddesses etc)
My experience was of meeting with Quan Yin, which to be honest was something I really did not expect as I have never really had and any connection to this goddess before now and she gave me a pink lotus flower took me to her pond which was very beautiful and told me when I need to release negative emotions or resentment from things from my past that I've to take a petal and and put these emotions into the petal then drop into her pond, during this experience I could feel myself waiting to start crying but I didn't.
After we gave thanks and returned from the journey my shamanic teacher said that I should also do this in the physical world aswell as in my meditations, so I plan on buying my favourite pink flowers and once the petals fall off I will place them in box along with a raw rose quartz crystal I have, then anytime I wish to physically release the negative emotions I can take a petal to the park that is close to me and drop into one of the 3 ponds that is in it.
Since the class I did do a return meditation to Quan Yins pond and took the petal full of my negative emotions and resentments and as I dropped into the pond a carp koi came up and grabbed the petal and took it under the water, the next day I felt alot more happier and more emotionally connected to my partner than I have done in a very long time.
So since my group journeying experience from last week I have felt a more positive attitude about myself and my future and what I need to do to really heal myself.
I have also since the class did a solo shamanic journey where I wanted to know what steps I need to take now, and what is my lineage of Ancestral descendents.
In the lowerworld journey I meet a stag who had 3 young deer (fawns), who keep looking to him for attention and the message I received was it's time to look after yourself, your children can look after themselves now.
I do indeed have 3 children, and that following day I was taking a letter up to daughter aswell as doing a few other bits n bobs that day, but the interesting part is how many times I seen an image of a stag that day, while I was walking with my partner into town to get a bite to eat a man past me wearing a shirt that was completely covered with images of stags, then on our why back home I seen at least 4 pictures of stags in shop windows.
(ETA) I've just seen a programme today that had a large willow weaved stag, I'm really starting to feel stag wants it's presence to be strongly felt.
When I did this journey I used my pair of moqui marbles the smooth one represent female energies and the rough stone the male energies, so I'm also taking this as a sign of me needing to acknowledge my masculine energies within myself as the stag had shown up and not a female deer.
With my upperworld journey to find my lineage I seen a Spanish dancer (female) and an eastern solider, he had a metal helmet on with a long red tassle going out the top (male), I'm not sure if he was Japanese or Chinese though my instincts are saying Japanese, as I have always had an interest so much so that a few years back I took up practicing kendo and reading about the ways of the samurai.
I also have two kanji tattoos on my shoulder blades representing my Tiger and Raven power animal, my Tiger has been my lifelong companion, Raven came to me after I left my physically abusive relationship of 17 year's.
I then found an article that states that it is very possible for alot of Celtic/Scottish bloodlines to have been descended from Spanish and eastern bloodlines.
So that has been some of my experiences into the unknown journey of my healing of my soul.
I will come back when I have anything new to add about my soul healing journey.
Please feel free to share your experiences also of how you have started to heal your own soul and also if your wanting to start along that soul healing path.