Meditation Gone To Far

mercuryempress

After 2 months of consistent meditation I've been getting better at it.

last night while meditating I felt myself zip in half folding down in layers and then moved into a big library the walls had books with glass with lights and a hallway

of course this scared the crap out of me so everything dimmed down and kinda sucked its way out?

I'm really not trying to go to far into something I don't fully understand. Internally I do kinda feel like I've hit a point of no return that I've opened something and I'm concerned of being disrespectful by doing something stupid.

even now I can still feel being in that library or corridor

how do I control myself or behave when I get this far in meditation?
 

celticnoodle

how do I control myself or behave when I get this far in meditation?

Not sure how to really answer your question, but it sounds like you entered the Akashic records. I wonder if prior to your meditation, asking your guide(s) how you can become better prepared for this so you can control and behave yourself when you get this deep again. Do you feel or see your guide with you when you are meditating this deeply?
 

mercuryempress

Not sure how to really answer your question, but it sounds like you entered the Akashic records. I wonder if prior to your meditation, asking your guide(s) how you can become better prepared for this so you can control and behave yourself when you get this deep again. Do you feel or see your guide with you when you are meditating this deeply?

Thank you so much celticnoodle I appreciate your response... not really familiar with Akashic records. I've just googled it but I would have to look into it more.

I will definitely open myself up to guidance tonight if I end up there again. No I just panicked and everything just pretty much dimmed out after that.
 

Apollonia

Not sure how to really answer your question, but it sounds like you entered the Akashic records. I wonder if prior to your meditation, asking your guide(s) how you can become better prepared for this so you can control and behave yourself when you get this deep again. Do you feel or see your guide with you when you are meditating this deeply?
This was my first thought, as well. It sounded like the Akashic Records to me. Perhaps you are being called to work with them. If so, that is a wonderful calling!

Many times, spiritual revelations are scary when they come upon us--they really make an impression! You may have a true gift that Spirit is calling you to develop and use for others.
 

celticnoodle

The Akashic Records is a library. The library of the Universe, I guess you could say. I've been there quite a few times myself.

You can read about it here,

http://www.akashicrecordsofsouls.com/read-akashic-records/

for a better and more detailed description of what it is and how to access it.

There are many other sites about the Akashic Records, and many, many books written on the subject too.
 

mercuryempress

The Akashic Records is a library. The library of the Universe, I guess you could say. I've been there quite a few times myself.

You can read about it here,

http://www.akashicrecordsofsouls.com/read-akashic-records/

for a better and more detailed description of what it is and how to access it.

There are many other sites about the Akashic Records, and many, many books written on the subject too.

Thank you so much I feel a lot calmer now
I've been enjoying medition so I'm glad it's nothing to be afraid of....even though there is really nothing to be afraid of ...

Ugghh but now I know I wasted a visit
 

mercuryempress

This was my first thought, as well. It sounded like the Akashic Records to me. Perhaps you are being called to work with them. If so, that is a wonderful calling!

Many times, spiritual revelations are scary when they come upon us--they really make an impression! You may have a true gift that Spirit is calling you to develop and use for others.

Thank you Apollonia I appreciate your feedback I will continue to research into what all of this means.
 

celticnoodle

Thank you so much I feel a lot calmer now
I've been enjoying medition so I'm glad it's nothing to be afraid of....even though there is really nothing to be afraid of ...

Ugghh but now I know I wasted a visit

no,no. its never a wasted visit. now, you know and understand it. you'll go back again and you'll get more.

I've been there many times myself. I can remember taking books off the shelf and sitting at a table and reading what was in the book while my guide Joe sat beside me. At times talking to me.

I wake up, not remembering ANYTHING I read or anything he said to me. In meditation, I asked him about this. As I want to remember it! He told me that when the time was right, I will remember, but for now, it is to remain this way.

To this day, I don't think I've come to remember anything that I read yet. Or that he said to me. But, I also remember being there many, many times. A few times, I even took classes there in "The Library". I can remember still seeing the shelves of books, many, many shelves and rows of them and lots of books and people walking around. And, I and others were in a classroom within this library--with windows for walls, being instructed about something. I even remember the teacher. But, I don't recall anything about what I was learning about. Very odd. But, I am just holding onto what my guide told me. That when the time is right, it will all come back to me and I will remember it all then. Not before.

So, you see, I've come to realize that anything we experience is never a wasted moment. It all holds some value. Maybe something we didn't understand or realize the value of at the moment. But, in time--it will prove its worth. Meanwhile, we need to be patient and aware. :)
 

mercuryempress

no,no. its never a wasted visit. now, you know and understand it. you'll go back again and you'll get more.

I've been there many times myself. I can remember taking books off the shelf and sitting at a table and reading what was in the book while my guide Joe sat beside me. At times talking to me.

I wake up, not remembering ANYTHING I read or anything he said to me. In meditation, I asked him about this. As I want to remember it! He told me that when the time was right, I will remember, but for now, it is to remain this way.

To this day, I don't think I've come to remember anything that I read yet. Or that he said to me. But, I also remember being there many, many times. A few times, I even took classes there in "The Library". I can remember still seeing the shelves of books, many, many shelves and rows of them and lots of books and people walking around. And, I and others were in a classroom within this library--with windows for walls, being instructed about something. I even remember the teacher. But, I don't recall anything about what I was learning about. Very odd. But, I am just holding onto what my guide told me. That when the time is right, it will all come back to me and I will remember it all then. Not before.

So, you see, I've come to realize that anything we experience is never a wasted moment. It all holds some va
lue. Maybe something we didn't understand or realize the value of at the moment. But, in time--it will prove its worth. Meanwhile, we need to be patient and aware. :)

Thank you so much for all of your amazing insight
I will work on the patience part
 

MandMaud

of course this scared the crap out of me so

Not sure why it's "of course"! But you have found out that when you find yourself somewhere that you aren't completely comfortable, that's how easy it is to withdraw and get out of there. :)

It does sound like the Akashic records, but I don't have any first-hand experience of them, only that everyone's started talking about them recently... but wherever it is, surely there's a lot of knowledge (wisdom) available to you there. And you got there without trying to - by invitation, as it were.

However I do have first-hand experience of that sensation of being opened up, in meditation. I've been "scooped out" and other things. The first time I felt utterly stilled (pinned in place, but not at all scary, as if I consented), and was opened from centre-top of my ribs almost to my pubic bone. And hollowed out, I felt the cool air, all the inside as far as my spine. It was comfortable, pretty intense and extreme, but ok. Afterwards someone told me that was psychic surgery, which I'd never heard of at the time, it's a healing process clearing out "gunk" that I'd been holding onto.

If you ever find yourself entering somewhere or on the brink of somewhere, and unsure, you can still yourself and wait to feel whether it's better to proceed or to come back, with the option of visiting again another time. You can look around without stepping into the area, if that's what you're comfortable with. But when you're ready, you can experience wonderful places. After checking it's ok, I have been across bridges, stepped off cliffs, walked under the ocean...

You can state "I am not sure, please tell me why I have arrived here," or words to that effect. You can ask for name of the place. (I don't get names when I ask! But I do get clear answers to other questions.) You can state that you don't want to go forward now, but would like to come back when you feel ready. Always remember your please and thank you, that's important! :)

It's the same as "Stranger Danger": if you're among the good guys, they'll respect the limits you set.

Oh, and don't expect this stuff to happen every time from now on. AND... you'll never reach anywhere until you're ready to learn from it.