Ahoy there, thank you for sitting. The first 3 cards from shuffling & cutting:
#20 - #16 - 7
#20 shows a group of boule players. I don't know how this game is played, but from watching people in the park, you play a slow hand. A kick back and relaxed attitude, combined with a keen eye and a firm hand.
#16 shows a group of workers shearing their sheeps. You want to get something from him, so you need to take care of getting what you want from him. He for sure won't give it to you deliberately.
7 isn't the best card, it denotes love sickness and perhaps jealousy.
Looks like even when you act in your smartest way, you might still not be happy with him when one of you is jealous.
#15 - C - A - 6 - 5 (C= Knight)
#15 shows a woman whose picture is taken. She is sitting outside and exposed while the photographer is hidden under his black cloth in order to take the picture. You need to be open, presenting yourself, display trust and faith. He might like to hide, and watch how you behave.
Back in those days, it was required to sit still for a while.
The Chevalier sits on his horse. The horse walks to the left, but Chevalier looks to the right. Your Jay might not be fully decided yet. If he gets scared, overwhelmed, or any funny thing happens, he's ready to disappear. is assigned to work and business. Chevalier might stay for a while, but he may leave quickly if he gets a calling, and you cannot hold him back.
Central card is Ace. The good news, and fresh beginning. This is Fire, me dear. The flame the Chevalier is looking towards. You cannot control fire, not even the tiniest spark dancing at the tip of a match. But it's a beginning, and it's joyful.
6 is an emotional way. You may be in for the long haul. You also need to know whether or not you should make yourself clear to Jay. Cards suggest you play it cool, easy, and don't talk too much about the past or the future. Just try to become his favourite waste of time.
5 is a very sexy card.
The natural way would go from 5 to 6 - first the attraction, then the marriage. But yours is the other way round. You've been attracted to him for a while, and from this stems an emotional attraction.
This might indicate a hot affair, which is based on sex.
You've asked for a way how to restore a relationship. Be sexy. He might fall for you. It's up to you whether or not it stays this way, and right now you don't need to decide if you wish to take it to the next level one day. This might happen, but also bear in mind that Chevalier is ready to leave in a split second when work is calling, so it could always be an affair.
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Oh my! This is a lot of information to take in! I appreciate your effort. I find it interesting that you mentioned the word "affair". I have been thinking about having an affair with him for a while. We have a 17 year age difference and both of our families are sort of against our relationship in the past. if we were to begin something, it would have to be a secret affair. I am currently trying to be mysterious and alluring. I feel like the only thing I can do is offer him sex at this point just to bond in some way with him. It's kind of frustrating because I want a commitment but he's a knight. He can be very flighty when he loses interest. I always have been thinking about starting a new beginning with him. I think the affair will be the new beginning. Are these cards saying that I have to put in the effort or just wait for him to come around? I'm not sure if he will since he kind of went silent 2 days ago.