Today's cards, 9/27/16
Edited on 9/28 to update the analysis after the day's completion
(same format as usual, work/career/productivity - heart of the day/energies - love/romance/personal connections)
Anger - Officer - Fortune
Something to look forward to - desire
Base of the deck - message
Anger - on the work/career/productivity, this could indicate frustration or anger at problematic resolutions (or lack of resolutions) on project tasks today. I will try to keep a positive attitude and I will face anything that arises that's out of my control with a cool head, knowing it could flare easily into anger today. I take this card as a warning that there's a potential tinderbox reaction, as the deadline for shipping is today and things need to go smoothly.
ANALYTICAL UPDATE (9/28):
Boy, oh boy. I understand this card even more now. I started the day out with a few minor foul-ups, caused by irritating intrusions outside my control. I felt good about myself remembering the Anger card and tempering my growing frustration as things kinda went haywire in the morning. Everything was good and I thought, cool! I've managed and conquered this negativity and the card was helpful.
That was before my family member arrived to help me with the big bulk of shipping artwork for this project, which had a deadline yesterday. He was in a *really* foul mood and was lashing out at me every chance he got. At first I thought he was pissed that he actually had to help (he had cheerily volunteered to help several weeks earlier), and it led me to feel frustrated and regretful about having asked. Then I realized, after several hours of clue-gathering, that he was transferring anger from his own work (they were making him come in 6 days in a row and he'd just gotten off a bad day to come help). Well, every little thing was magnified into a complicated, stressful and unnecessarily trying interaction, including his insistence on micromanaging my process, work and shipping. I tried hard to keep a pleasant, friendly, level head, but it was horrible. He'd agreed (volunteered) to also help Wed. and Thurs., but it was such an awful experience (he was even trying to pick fights in public, too!) that I told him I had everything covered and I'll find another way to get these things done. Ugh. I did remind myself it wasn't personal, and he was just venting his own work-related frustrations.
Anyway, what I learned about the card was that, interestingly enough, the source of the anger was from both tasks related to my work/career and anger-inducing situations at his place of work. Anger, of course, was situated on the work/career/productivity side of the daily draw, so anger, frustration, a sense of feeling bombarded, out of control and nit-picked, and a cruel, dismissive, combative and negative energy colored my workday, and lingered well after the business tasks were done. It also marked regret and difficulties in communicating and being understood. It's more than anger, for sure, but anger is nice umbrella term for it.
Officer - heart of the day/energies - I feel this card will carry the Officer energies from yesterday. It's not a free-spirited tumble, but a focused, serious and targeted day devoted to "official" business. Since things went effectively, as long as I stuck to my targeted list, yesterday, I hope things will be successful today.
ANALYTICAL UPDATE:
In spite of the teeth-pulling, hair-ripping headache present in Anger, things got done. The day was still focused on official business, getting things taken care of properly, and completing tasks in a professional manner. As such, I powered through the worst of it and managed to get everything shipped and my daily task list completed. Officer definitely indicates a level of professionalism, a focus on the necessary and official, and proper completion or execution of ideas and tasks.
Fortune - love/romance/personal connections. I'm guessing this indicates no problems or drama from friends, personal networks or potential love interests today. Perhaps something lucky even enters the picture, but I'm not expecting anything in particular. I should also note, my cat jumped on the table and when I pulled her down, she scratched the fortune card with her rear claws, leaving two light marks on the surface. I hope this doesn't affect shuffling or frequency.
ANALYTICAL UPDATE:
Hmmm. Having trouble here. My interpersonal relationships yesterday were certainly screwed and I had no contact with potential love interests or friends, other than a couple of texts with a non-romantic friend. Maybe I was simply fortunate that more people weren't in a sh*tty mood. LOL. Perhaps the fortune was at work behind the scenes, but that seems a convenient method to explain away a confusing card.
Something to look forward to - I must say, I don't really look forward to desire, or desirous thoughts, so I'm betting this relates to a sense of happy relaxation from my de-stress virtual window shopping. We'll see.
ANALYTICAL UPDATE:
Well, at the end of the day I sure was desiring other methods of finishing the rest of this massive project, and I desire not to use my family member again for the help. LOL. So. Y'know.
Base of the deck as message indicates communication will be paramount today, possibly making or breaking the other elements.
ANALYTICAL UPDATE:
This was accurate, as communication or message failure was definitely the order of the anger-filled day. I felt constantly misunderstood and it took me forever to unravel why my family member was actually so pissed off, only to discover it wasn't at me, but they were taking it out on me. I still felt frustrated by not hearing news from several business applications I've sent out--and this factored into my reflection at the end of the day.