rosechic84
Hi friends. I just started reading tarot cards about a month ago. I don't claim to have any experience whatsoever, but I have been amazed by the truth behind some of the spreads I've dealt recently. I've had especially favorable outcomes reading for family and friends, and reading for topics on myself that don't strike a nerve or a weak point.
I made the mistake of doing a relationship reading on myself recently. My partner and I have been together for over 7 years and we have a little one together. I've had my suspicions of him cheating on me in the past...however, because I did not have any concrete evidence, I let it go. He claims that he has never cheated on me and that my doubts are completely not grounded in reality. I believe that I still carry those unresolved doubts with me, even though I'd like to think I've forgiven him whether or not cheating happened.
Every time I do a reading on the two of us now, the outcome is death. He is represented by the Devil and almost always, The Tower, The Lovers, the 10 of Swords appears in the reading. I've repeated this numerous times with the same results. When I ask, "What action should I take in regards to our relationship?" The result is 9/10, Death.
To me, the Devil represents deception - he IS a smooth talker and has hidden other things from me in the past, without a word until I found proof of what he was doing. A part of me sees him as manipulative. He is a very kind person however and shows so much love for our little one. I believe my psyche feels that it's a facade.
The Tower that has showed up several times represents intensity and chaos in our relationship / possible destruction.
The Death card, I have no other way to see that other than the Death of our relationship. We certainly aren't going to "rebuild and renew" at this point in time. We are way too far into things right now. It's either make it or break it, imho.
The 10 of Swords represents pure and sinister backstabbing.
Can someone please explain this to me? I thought that we were on an upward swing and while we are dealing with a lot of stress (financial mostly), I was under the impression that things were ok until I did this reading.
Should I just not read for myself or could this signify something legit? Thanks in advance!
~Rose
I made the mistake of doing a relationship reading on myself recently. My partner and I have been together for over 7 years and we have a little one together. I've had my suspicions of him cheating on me in the past...however, because I did not have any concrete evidence, I let it go. He claims that he has never cheated on me and that my doubts are completely not grounded in reality. I believe that I still carry those unresolved doubts with me, even though I'd like to think I've forgiven him whether or not cheating happened.
Every time I do a reading on the two of us now, the outcome is death. He is represented by the Devil and almost always, The Tower, The Lovers, the 10 of Swords appears in the reading. I've repeated this numerous times with the same results. When I ask, "What action should I take in regards to our relationship?" The result is 9/10, Death.
To me, the Devil represents deception - he IS a smooth talker and has hidden other things from me in the past, without a word until I found proof of what he was doing. A part of me sees him as manipulative. He is a very kind person however and shows so much love for our little one. I believe my psyche feels that it's a facade.
The Tower that has showed up several times represents intensity and chaos in our relationship / possible destruction.
The Death card, I have no other way to see that other than the Death of our relationship. We certainly aren't going to "rebuild and renew" at this point in time. We are way too far into things right now. It's either make it or break it, imho.
The 10 of Swords represents pure and sinister backstabbing.
Can someone please explain this to me? I thought that we were on an upward swing and while we are dealing with a lot of stress (financial mostly), I was under the impression that things were ok until I did this reading.
Should I just not read for myself or could this signify something legit? Thanks in advance!
~Rose
