TaureanWitch
I have a new friend. She's a cancer sun and gemini moon. I'm a Taurus sun and Scorpio moon. The reason I'm telling yall this is because (as a strong believer in astrology) i think it has to do with this card i got
My Scorpio moon means i have a hard time trusting people, especially since so many of my most trusted friends of the past have betrayed me in different ways. It seems like a pattern i can't escape. So i don't let people get close to me. However, i would like to learn to let someone trustworthy get close. I very much crave close friendship
My cancer sun friend is a new friend that had bulldozed her way into my life, and so far i mean that in a positive way. We click, we really like each other, and have so much in common. Due to my past with friends that i felt the same way with, I'm scared. No doubt about it. To be hurt once more by sometime i let in would probably be the absolute, very last straw for me.* And i don't want that.
So i turn to tarot often as my relationship with my cancer friend grows
I did a friendship relationship reading last night. Most of it made very clear sense. The spread kind of stated the obvious for the most part: that I'm scared and hesitant to completely open myself, while my talkative Gemini moon friend has been so open. But she may be holding back as well, as she is a cancer sun after all. The current state of the friendship is healthy. What we both want out of the friendship is clear in the reading
But the outcome card (if things continue as they are in the friendship) was Hermit Rx.
Hermit Rx is not something i have gotten much before and i still don't have much of a relationship with its meaning. So I'm confused, and concerned
I've read that it can be a bad thing. Like needing very much (more than hermit upright) to recluse and get away. But I've also read that it can be a good thing, to finally get out of that reclusive state and be open
So I'm very very confused.
If it's a bad outcome, I'm worried that it means i will go back into super hermit mode for some reason. If it's good, then maybe it means I'll finally open up
So i would love to know your respectful opinions. What does the Hermit Rx mean to you? What do you feel that it means here? Please be sensitive to my anxiety and understand that everyone has a reason for their worries and fears Thank you for your kind input
Deck used: the Modern Spellcaster's Tarot
My Scorpio moon means i have a hard time trusting people, especially since so many of my most trusted friends of the past have betrayed me in different ways. It seems like a pattern i can't escape. So i don't let people get close to me. However, i would like to learn to let someone trustworthy get close. I very much crave close friendship
My cancer sun friend is a new friend that had bulldozed her way into my life, and so far i mean that in a positive way. We click, we really like each other, and have so much in common. Due to my past with friends that i felt the same way with, I'm scared. No doubt about it. To be hurt once more by sometime i let in would probably be the absolute, very last straw for me.* And i don't want that.
So i turn to tarot often as my relationship with my cancer friend grows
I did a friendship relationship reading last night. Most of it made very clear sense. The spread kind of stated the obvious for the most part: that I'm scared and hesitant to completely open myself, while my talkative Gemini moon friend has been so open. But she may be holding back as well, as she is a cancer sun after all. The current state of the friendship is healthy. What we both want out of the friendship is clear in the reading
But the outcome card (if things continue as they are in the friendship) was Hermit Rx.
Hermit Rx is not something i have gotten much before and i still don't have much of a relationship with its meaning. So I'm confused, and concerned
I've read that it can be a bad thing. Like needing very much (more than hermit upright) to recluse and get away. But I've also read that it can be a good thing, to finally get out of that reclusive state and be open
So I'm very very confused.
If it's a bad outcome, I'm worried that it means i will go back into super hermit mode for some reason. If it's good, then maybe it means I'll finally open up
So i would love to know your respectful opinions. What does the Hermit Rx mean to you? What do you feel that it means here? Please be sensitive to my anxiety and understand that everyone has a reason for their worries and fears Thank you for your kind input
Deck used: the Modern Spellcaster's Tarot