Krystal Mystic
Hello Faylie,
I do not think there is anything wrong with your preferred reading style. I am not up on modern tarot decks, so I looked up the Shadowscapes tarot on Aeclectic, the deck you mentioned as being the one you can more easily read with. It seems to have something in common with my preferred decks, the Marseilles and other pre-RWS decks: very basic trumps/major arcana imagery and somewhat abstract pips/minor arcana, although the Shadowscapes' minors are still suggestive of the RWS meanings.
I started with the RWS and hated it and also ended up dabbling with readings for many years until I found my first readable deck, the Ancient Italian Tarot. I initially just transferred RWS meanings to the Ancient Italian pip cards until it occurred to me that because there were no story pictures on those cards to direct (or limit) my interpretations, the cards could mean anything I decided. I think the same thing can basically be said about the Shadowscapes minors. I'm still in the process of playing with the pips and deciding on a new system of interpretation for them that fits me. I don't assign new meanings each time I read, but I don't really see why you could not do that if that's what works for you. I can see how the Shadowscapes tarot would give you more freedom to do that and why a more conventional RWS-type deck might have kept you dabbling for so long.
The one thing I definitely recommend, however, especially if you read for yourself, is to keep a journal of your readings. Interpret each reading, write down your intuitions for the cards, and be sure to go back later, when the situation has played itself out, and see how well your interpretation fit. That way you have some objective data to ground yourself with. I have kept a tarot journal for about 14 years. Sometimes what I thought was intuition turned out to be just me projecting my feelings or fears onto the cards. If I hadn't kept a journal, I might not have figured that out. Memory tends to be biased, so it's valuable to keep a written record.
Krystal
I do not think there is anything wrong with your preferred reading style. I am not up on modern tarot decks, so I looked up the Shadowscapes tarot on Aeclectic, the deck you mentioned as being the one you can more easily read with. It seems to have something in common with my preferred decks, the Marseilles and other pre-RWS decks: very basic trumps/major arcana imagery and somewhat abstract pips/minor arcana, although the Shadowscapes' minors are still suggestive of the RWS meanings.
I started with the RWS and hated it and also ended up dabbling with readings for many years until I found my first readable deck, the Ancient Italian Tarot. I initially just transferred RWS meanings to the Ancient Italian pip cards until it occurred to me that because there were no story pictures on those cards to direct (or limit) my interpretations, the cards could mean anything I decided. I think the same thing can basically be said about the Shadowscapes minors. I'm still in the process of playing with the pips and deciding on a new system of interpretation for them that fits me. I don't assign new meanings each time I read, but I don't really see why you could not do that if that's what works for you. I can see how the Shadowscapes tarot would give you more freedom to do that and why a more conventional RWS-type deck might have kept you dabbling for so long.
The one thing I definitely recommend, however, especially if you read for yourself, is to keep a journal of your readings. Interpret each reading, write down your intuitions for the cards, and be sure to go back later, when the situation has played itself out, and see how well your interpretation fit. That way you have some objective data to ground yourself with. I have kept a tarot journal for about 14 years. Sometimes what I thought was intuition turned out to be just me projecting my feelings or fears onto the cards. If I hadn't kept a journal, I might not have figured that out. Memory tends to be biased, so it's valuable to keep a written record.
Krystal