Thanks! This goes back to when I was REALLY fat, and would go the gym to workout (this is my card, btw since I'm a Virgo). People would actively avoid me, until I was thin, and then they loved to chat it up.
On the back of the front people's shirts is "VIRGO PAIN" which points to the overly-critical nature of Virgo's self talk. And on the two functional TV's is the sign of Virgo, and then my Aquarius rising. The duality of wanting a relationship, repeatedly finding women who wanted one too, and then being so nitpicky and critical to ruin it (along with Aq's emotional detachment from the process).
I thought the card up while on a gym machine today.