Naomi Ningishzidda
The Tower - can someone tell me why? Why does this card make me feel uncomfortable and negative? I'd love to know?
(for me) The Blasted Tower is all about washing away and eroding fake foundations. You know, the ones built on a sinkhole? I know I have had some seriously misguided assumptions that just failed me when push came to shove. Bad choice in lovers, bad business, bad friends....all of these can give the illusion of a strong foundation, but when God, or the True Will calls - it's ashes. The Blasted Tower is a reminder of all of the little lies we've cozied up to, and how fragile that reality can be when a gust of hurricane blows it apart.
Being comfortable with the Tower is only really possible if you are truly willing to surrender everything to something far more powerful than yourself - which ultimately IS yourself - but it is difficult to face for those not in touch with reality. That surrender is rare, and seems impossible to almost everyone I have ever met in my entire life. So, you know, you're not in bad company or anything.