kellyshay
Ever since I started learning Tarot and doing my meditation (which is not often. Only do it when I have time) I started getting really sensitive...
This will be a super long post but I would like some opinions on my experience. I never knew that I am ''sensitive'' until I confirm some of the experiences that I've been having to a friend of mine who can see, feel, taste, smell spirits. I've been having cold moments every night when I was sleeping at my mum's place. I would wake up feeling really cold when it is in the middle of hot summer time. And this happens every night when I was there. This was later confirm by a family friend who could see spirits that my mum's house has spirits in it. One time the exact same thing happened and it was a sweaty hot 35 degree Celsius in summer time where I woke up feeling freezing cold. I knew it was a spirit nearby...I looked at my phone( which is what I normally do when i wake up in the middle of the night to check my messages) and saw that the time was 3:30am....In the morning when we were all having breakfast, I told my sister what I experienced, and she was so shocked that she told me that she dreamt of our past away grandma coming into her dream and she woke up crying. She also looked at her phone and it was 3:30am. I then confirm that the spirit that I felt that day was my grandma...
There is also another experience where it happened in my own house, where one afternoon when I was having a nap with my 2 yr old baby ( I never have naps, but that day I felt incredibly sleepy) I dreamt that I saw myself sleeping in my own bed and felt ''someone'' coming into my house and standing right beside me saying with a chuckle ''o you're still sleeping?''. I immediately woke up. It felt so real! The second time, was recently where I also fell asleep in the afternoon. I was half sleeping half awake and I could hear someone coming into my house and went straight to the toilet..It was so real that I thought my husband came home from work..I even heard the toilet flushing. But I was so tired that I couldn't wake myself up...But I could hear everything.. after a few mins later, I woke up and there was no one at home and I called my husband to confirm if he came home but he didn't...
A few days later, I had a dream at night that I was sleeping in my bedroom and suddenly saw green/purple smokes moving around on my wall..I try to attack it and it turned into a transparent body telling me that shes not here to hurt me and that her name is Zunita. The whole dream went on with me communicating with her but I can't see her. She was like a voice I could hear in my head. I then woke up feeling really cold...
Fast forward to yesterday night, i had the most terrifying dream. I dreamt that I could see all these white orbs on my phone in the camera screen..I was terrified and felt that I was suffocated by a lot of spirits around me like they are trying to hurt/kill me. I could feel myself running out of breath. I couldn't breath. It felt so real. I could feel that my surrounding getting really cold. Freezing cold. I started chanting prayers and felt the spirits backing away so I chant prayers non stop till I woke up. It felt so real that I was still feeling scared.
I've been to a psychic/medium once and she told me that Tarot can attract a lot of spirits?
What is this I am experiencing? I am fine when I'm awake. But as soon as I am in my sleep, I get really sensitive! I'm kind of excited that I'm developing some kind of ''ability''? but also kind of scared that I might be attracting energies that are hurtful?
This will be a super long post but I would like some opinions on my experience. I never knew that I am ''sensitive'' until I confirm some of the experiences that I've been having to a friend of mine who can see, feel, taste, smell spirits. I've been having cold moments every night when I was sleeping at my mum's place. I would wake up feeling really cold when it is in the middle of hot summer time. And this happens every night when I was there. This was later confirm by a family friend who could see spirits that my mum's house has spirits in it. One time the exact same thing happened and it was a sweaty hot 35 degree Celsius in summer time where I woke up feeling freezing cold. I knew it was a spirit nearby...I looked at my phone( which is what I normally do when i wake up in the middle of the night to check my messages) and saw that the time was 3:30am....In the morning when we were all having breakfast, I told my sister what I experienced, and she was so shocked that she told me that she dreamt of our past away grandma coming into her dream and she woke up crying. She also looked at her phone and it was 3:30am. I then confirm that the spirit that I felt that day was my grandma...
There is also another experience where it happened in my own house, where one afternoon when I was having a nap with my 2 yr old baby ( I never have naps, but that day I felt incredibly sleepy) I dreamt that I saw myself sleeping in my own bed and felt ''someone'' coming into my house and standing right beside me saying with a chuckle ''o you're still sleeping?''. I immediately woke up. It felt so real! The second time, was recently where I also fell asleep in the afternoon. I was half sleeping half awake and I could hear someone coming into my house and went straight to the toilet..It was so real that I thought my husband came home from work..I even heard the toilet flushing. But I was so tired that I couldn't wake myself up...But I could hear everything.. after a few mins later, I woke up and there was no one at home and I called my husband to confirm if he came home but he didn't...
A few days later, I had a dream at night that I was sleeping in my bedroom and suddenly saw green/purple smokes moving around on my wall..I try to attack it and it turned into a transparent body telling me that shes not here to hurt me and that her name is Zunita. The whole dream went on with me communicating with her but I can't see her. She was like a voice I could hear in my head. I then woke up feeling really cold...
Fast forward to yesterday night, i had the most terrifying dream. I dreamt that I could see all these white orbs on my phone in the camera screen..I was terrified and felt that I was suffocated by a lot of spirits around me like they are trying to hurt/kill me. I could feel myself running out of breath. I couldn't breath. It felt so real. I could feel that my surrounding getting really cold. Freezing cold. I started chanting prayers and felt the spirits backing away so I chant prayers non stop till I woke up. It felt so real that I was still feeling scared.
I've been to a psychic/medium once and she told me that Tarot can attract a lot of spirits?
What is this I am experiencing? I am fine when I'm awake. But as soon as I am in my sleep, I get really sensitive! I'm kind of excited that I'm developing some kind of ''ability''? but also kind of scared that I might be attracting energies that are hurtful?