DesertDream
Help! The Devil locked me in! Jk
Im a Christian tarot reader and I confess that im in the closet. My family and friends dont care about it. But my religious affliation does. I havnt even told my closest friend about it. We are a lot alike. When she came over one day long ago she showed me her cards, she loves playing cards and their art. I was tempted to divulge my love for tarot and oracle but I didnt. Shes pretty libral but I did not have a way to gauge her reaction. One day I forgot my huge stack of different cards lying on the kitchen table. She came in and I was like, 'Dont go in the kitchen, its dirty!' She caught a glance but i doubt she knew what they were. She was like no its not! As my heart raced as I saw her peek. Another instance is i forgot my gargantuion size copy of holistic tarot was on my coffee table amoungst other things. I dont know if she saw it. I try to hide them. But one time i tried that an a exfriend now, came over at the time and bam! My reciet for holistic tarot was laying on my couch but he never asked. I know for sure he wouldnt of liked it! Anyway one say in the car my girl friend and I drove by a psychic place building and she was like we needa go there! All i said was yes! Paranoid that she saw my tarot book.And that she was gauging my reaction. Then today she didnt come in but i thought she was because other people were in the house that were now awake. I quickly went back in and threw a cover over my oracle cards on the table. She wasnt planning on coming in and she didnt. Phew!
If she ever ask id tell her but im in dont ask dont tell mode. I have a huge new age past that i will talk about but my Christian friends would have to ask.
Have you guys for any reason had to be in the Tarot Closet? Dont mind it much since its not a big deal to me, but i do wish i didnt have to hide it just because i dont want negative confrontation. In my dream land me and her can pour over tarot oracle cards and have a blast. But for now im a solitary practioner with no in person tarot enthusiast to connect too. Maybe I can start a group.There are churches on every corner where i livd tho. I dont know if id be able too.
Anyway....thoughts?
Im a Christian tarot reader and I confess that im in the closet. My family and friends dont care about it. But my religious affliation does. I havnt even told my closest friend about it. We are a lot alike. When she came over one day long ago she showed me her cards, she loves playing cards and their art. I was tempted to divulge my love for tarot and oracle but I didnt. Shes pretty libral but I did not have a way to gauge her reaction. One day I forgot my huge stack of different cards lying on the kitchen table. She came in and I was like, 'Dont go in the kitchen, its dirty!' She caught a glance but i doubt she knew what they were. She was like no its not! As my heart raced as I saw her peek. Another instance is i forgot my gargantuion size copy of holistic tarot was on my coffee table amoungst other things. I dont know if she saw it. I try to hide them. But one time i tried that an a exfriend now, came over at the time and bam! My reciet for holistic tarot was laying on my couch but he never asked. I know for sure he wouldnt of liked it! Anyway one say in the car my girl friend and I drove by a psychic place building and she was like we needa go there! All i said was yes! Paranoid that she saw my tarot book.And that she was gauging my reaction. Then today she didnt come in but i thought she was because other people were in the house that were now awake. I quickly went back in and threw a cover over my oracle cards on the table. She wasnt planning on coming in and she didnt. Phew!
If she ever ask id tell her but im in dont ask dont tell mode. I have a huge new age past that i will talk about but my Christian friends would have to ask.
Have you guys for any reason had to be in the Tarot Closet? Dont mind it much since its not a big deal to me, but i do wish i didnt have to hide it just because i dont want negative confrontation. In my dream land me and her can pour over tarot oracle cards and have a blast. But for now im a solitary practioner with no in person tarot enthusiast to connect too. Maybe I can start a group.There are churches on every corner where i livd tho. I dont know if id be able too.
Anyway....thoughts?