The_Hydra
The bane of my existence.
I have my Venus, Mars, and Jupiter (all in Leo which is also my Ascendant) in my 12th house. They're all conjunct and either square/opposite my Pluto or Saturn. (I know right.)
I've read little good about this and would like to know what I can do to stop suffering so gatdang much. Seriously I'm sick of it. Yes, even before the I knew the debilitating qualities of this placement I was depressed, suicidal, explosive and intense in relationships of all kinds... It's bad.
I know this is the house of unconscious patterns and self undoing so would breaking the patterns solve everything or is it just something I have to deal with until I expire (or apparently self detonate?)
Also, if anyone would like to read me my chart, I will literally pay you. I've done what I could with figuring it out and reading it myself.
I have my Venus, Mars, and Jupiter (all in Leo which is also my Ascendant) in my 12th house. They're all conjunct and either square/opposite my Pluto or Saturn. (I know right.)
I've read little good about this and would like to know what I can do to stop suffering so gatdang much. Seriously I'm sick of it. Yes, even before the I knew the debilitating qualities of this placement I was depressed, suicidal, explosive and intense in relationships of all kinds... It's bad.
I know this is the house of unconscious patterns and self undoing so would breaking the patterns solve everything or is it just something I have to deal with until I expire (or apparently self detonate?)
Also, if anyone would like to read me my chart, I will literally pay you. I've done what I could with figuring it out and reading it myself.