Reverie
Hi,
I've been dealing with another difficult romantic situation, and the queen of swords is coming up for me like there's no tomorrow.
Most recently as "how to come out on top" (metaphorically of course). The situation involves a guy I met in February I had friend zoned, not talked to for 2 months because I was in love with someone (I had explained it to him), and recently reconnected with a month ago. We'd been dating 1-2 times per week for the most recent month, and on our last date we were a little bit intimate. My feelings suddenly changed, felt a rush for him, I was falling fast.
And then, suddenly he is more distant, cancelled our last plan to hang out for 'another day' and hasn't reconnected with me since. He liked a photo I posted of a friend of a friend of his.
I might be to blame for falling so fast, but this sudden, unexpected, 360 degree change in his attitude has been very upsetting for me. I've actually resisted any impulse to text him and ask "why", because from prior experience once the needles turn, there is simply no coming out on top again.
Anyway, I've had the queen of swords come up in different positions such as "what can I learn from my experience with P" and "How can I come out on top".
It's always been with the steampunk tarot.
http://images1.westword.com/imager/the-queen-of-swords/u/original/6496688/queenswords.jpg
It's a card I actually quite like, and instead of being in her usual cold and haughty position, this queen is accepting an invitation from a suitor extending his hand to her. She is looking him directly in the eye as she holds a long, majestic sword in her other hand.
She looks beautiful and seems to be thinking and communicating with her eyes "I am accepting this invitation but you just watch what I can do to you if you hurt me".
In retrospect, I think this queen may be telling me to proceed cautiously. I am not sure if she is saying to cut him off entirely. She might be saying to investigate first.
Before I had feelings for him, P was someone fun to go out with and talk to. He would invite me to events and even introduced me to his friends. It might be saying there is more to get out of this relationship if I keep a cold head this time.
What are your thoughts?
I've been dealing with another difficult romantic situation, and the queen of swords is coming up for me like there's no tomorrow.
Most recently as "how to come out on top" (metaphorically of course). The situation involves a guy I met in February I had friend zoned, not talked to for 2 months because I was in love with someone (I had explained it to him), and recently reconnected with a month ago. We'd been dating 1-2 times per week for the most recent month, and on our last date we were a little bit intimate. My feelings suddenly changed, felt a rush for him, I was falling fast.
And then, suddenly he is more distant, cancelled our last plan to hang out for 'another day' and hasn't reconnected with me since. He liked a photo I posted of a friend of a friend of his.
I might be to blame for falling so fast, but this sudden, unexpected, 360 degree change in his attitude has been very upsetting for me. I've actually resisted any impulse to text him and ask "why", because from prior experience once the needles turn, there is simply no coming out on top again.
Anyway, I've had the queen of swords come up in different positions such as "what can I learn from my experience with P" and "How can I come out on top".
It's always been with the steampunk tarot.
http://images1.westword.com/imager/the-queen-of-swords/u/original/6496688/queenswords.jpg
It's a card I actually quite like, and instead of being in her usual cold and haughty position, this queen is accepting an invitation from a suitor extending his hand to her. She is looking him directly in the eye as she holds a long, majestic sword in her other hand.
She looks beautiful and seems to be thinking and communicating with her eyes "I am accepting this invitation but you just watch what I can do to you if you hurt me".
In retrospect, I think this queen may be telling me to proceed cautiously. I am not sure if she is saying to cut him off entirely. She might be saying to investigate first.
Before I had feelings for him, P was someone fun to go out with and talk to. He would invite me to events and even introduced me to his friends. It might be saying there is more to get out of this relationship if I keep a cold head this time.
What are your thoughts?