Thanks The Lithium Quartz called to me it was what was within it and not the outward look to it.
I had a intense vision about this crystal where a lady with black hair and a blue velvet cloak showed me the exact one. Got me to look at all the terminations of the crystal. She explained, "it must be that crystal not another one will do." so I cant wait for that one.
The blue cloth is a suede shoulder bag I got at a french fair, the other is a Thangka notebook by Bizzybee.
I have a area in my house I am terming bermuda triangle. Everytime I put a crystal there it vanishes, even when the crystal has been on full view. it is always overnight. This happens to be a old chest of draws. My tourmaline and another crystal.
My first crystal wasn't a crystal at all. It was a rock I picked on a beach brown with 3 strippey lines on it that looked like arrows. and I decided to paint it with glittery pink nail varnish, very 80's. I would then clean it with acetone and I painte dit other colours with nailvarnish, when I think about it I embalmed the poor crystal. I feel quite guilty about it
Not good if it was male it must have felt a bit "julianne clary". I kept it safe for years and saw it as a friend. one day when cleaning things out and putting it on this chest of draws it vanished again overnight. I remember it too like it was yesterday and I recall how happy I was to find it. So I can see how the moss agate and Rose quartz meant so much to you. I wonder why we always lose those first crystals. I always get a longing to find it again.
I did wonder OT= If any of you have a bermuda triangle area in your home where, crystals etc go missing?