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As of late, it's as though I've lost that little inner voice. I particularly feel that way with my recent affairs of the heart. I'm not truly making decisions for myself and just going with the flow. I know that definitely needs a change.
So, I'm not asking for a spread about what romance will bring me. More so a spread that can get my head around the dormant/ almost silent inner voice.
The situation, as it is, I have a great guy in my life. He wants to be there for me. He's sweet. He's kind. He's smart. But for some reason I keep looking elsewhere. I don't know if it's my fear of commitment that I need to overcome, or if my heart truly isn't in the matter. I do quite like him, but I can't shake the feeling that something is missing. I can't tell if I'm just throwing a tantrum, wanting the perfect man, or if I'm really trying to tell myself something. As you see, it's like I lost that fire that says, "I know. Do this."
So any ideas for spreads in a situation like this? Something that really gets to the core of who you are, a spread for finding the inner voice again? Or maybe what my inner voice is trying to tell me and how to know that's the voice letting me know something that I don't.
Brainstorms and suggestions are much appreciated!
So, I'm not asking for a spread about what romance will bring me. More so a spread that can get my head around the dormant/ almost silent inner voice.
The situation, as it is, I have a great guy in my life. He wants to be there for me. He's sweet. He's kind. He's smart. But for some reason I keep looking elsewhere. I don't know if it's my fear of commitment that I need to overcome, or if my heart truly isn't in the matter. I do quite like him, but I can't shake the feeling that something is missing. I can't tell if I'm just throwing a tantrum, wanting the perfect man, or if I'm really trying to tell myself something. As you see, it's like I lost that fire that says, "I know. Do this."
So any ideas for spreads in a situation like this? Something that really gets to the core of who you are, a spread for finding the inner voice again? Or maybe what my inner voice is trying to tell me and how to know that's the voice letting me know something that I don't.
Brainstorms and suggestions are much appreciated!
