Thank you for reading for me! I've gone through and left feedback on each section below.
Card 1
Disruption
Him- he's a very negative person full of negative thoughts. He likes to ignore problems going on around about him instead of standing up to them. He's not ready to move forward even though life has a funny way of making you.
I'm not sure about this for him in regards to him being negative. He is not a complainer and actually very laid back. I think what you may be picking up on is that he has self-confidence issues due to a verbally abusive relationship with his mother. He basically grew up hearing he was never good enough. In some ways he does avoid standing up to his problems, but in other ways (especially once he has made up his mind) he will face these problems head on. For example, he cut his mother out of his life last year finally.
Card 2
Moving on
Her - she wants to leave the past behind her and move on. Difficult times have came to an end for her. There's important lessons to be learned from this and this situation has made her even stronger.
Haha I actually wish this was me! I don't feel able to leave the past behind me, and truthfully I don't want to because I still feel this strong love and connection with G. I very much wish I felt like difficult times have come to an end, but I still feel like I am struggling in a lot of ways. I have been trying to see the lessons in everything, and in some ways I have grown and gotten stronger, but in other ways I almost feel like I have regressed.
Card 3
Conflict and defeat
The relationship - there's a lot of ill feelings between you both. Sometimes it's best to surrender and walk away and admit defeat. A battle can be won but it's important to think of the cost and pain to both parties involved. Don't blame become deceitful or set out for revenge for this is too negative. Tred carefully. Everything happens for a reason.
I'm sorry, but this doesn't resonate at all unfortunately. There are no ill feelings between the two us, even when we were discussing whether or not to part ways, we always held such a strong respect and admiration of each other. Yes, there is sadness between us, even pain, but that is actually because of how much we respect each other. There was never any arguing or purposely hurting each other, so I don't think either of us would ever be deceitful or have anything to seek revenge about.
Card 4
Fertility
How she sees him - she wants to reach out and nurture him. She is devoted to him in some kind of way and would do anything she could to help him. I see love and compassion towards him here.
This is very very true for me. Every word is spot on, I have a deep love for him and would never hesitate to help him. I think it especially breaks my heart because of his horrible childhood. He is a kind and gentle man, so it breaks my heart that he was essentially brainwashed for so long.
Card 5
Accelerated motion
How he sees her- he's not willing to fight against the river of life. He's leaving things as is and trusting that it's the right decision for him. He's letting go.
Since I haven't spoken to him in some time, I can't really speak to this one as to how he is feeling. It's very possible that he has moved on and is standing firm in his decision to end our relationship, especially since he has not reached out to me.
Card 6
Universe
Physical aspects of the relationship- I see a lot of effort been put into this relationship on both parts. Also there's been a lot of lessons learned along the way. I feel you both guided eachother through a lot but now those lessons have been completed and accomplished.
Yes, this is true. We both put forth a lot of effort and were very devoted to each other. I have certainly learned a lot, and I hope he has as well.
Card 7
Hope
Where this relationship came from- I feel you both were attracted to one another as you both shared your experiences and lessons from the past. You gave eachother hope and faith to push forward when things were bad and you both didn't know where to turn to. This is how it manifested. You offered eachother some light.
I'm a little unsure of this one too. We actually met on an online dating site, and I do feel that part of our connection was sharing last experiences. However, I think what we really bonded over were our similarities in personality and similar views on life. Things were never really bad in either of our lives that we leaned in each other in those hard times or turned to each other, so that confuses me. He felt to me like coming home to the man I had always been waiting for. I don't know what it felt like for him.
Card 8
Discontentment and boredom
Where it's headed now - I feel this isn't going anywhere now. It's draining emotionally and energetically. Both of you are longing for change. One door closes and another one always opens for you please remember that. Everything changes for a reason.
All my love
Bewitch xx
Well since we have not spoken in six months, there certainly has not been any movement between us, so that is correct. If I am longing for change, it is the change in how we are not speaking haha. I would very much like to talk to him. Again, I can't speak for him, so I don't know if he feels emotionally drained. If his feelings were gone and he moved on, I'm not sure why he would feel that way since we're not even in each other's lives at all anymore. As for when we were together, it was very stable and safe, so I can't say it was emotionally draining then either.
Thanks again for taking the time to do this reading. I'm sorry some parts didn't resonate, but I very much appreciate you taking the time to do this