Emma313
Or is it a mindset and behaviours learnt?
Sometmes things happen and you are sensitive or on a guilt trip and an overwhelming fear engulfs you,..its paranoia
Today whilst driving this carwith a camera was behind me, it was blaring out music like ive never heard, not loud but louder than loudh, i mean insanely loud and its bumper was on my tail, ok there was a traffic jam and everythhg bkockedg ahead as well with roadworks and buses broken down and spook looking people all around
That car with the music sounded like a bunch of violent right wing punks, gosh when i turned into my road i was glad they drove on and they werent fillowing me, took me all day to get over it...
In my rational head i kept saying errr you werent the only person on the road, err, no one is following you, err its impossible anyone could know where you were to start followng you etc take it easy etc etc
I really fkn HATE it it screws me right up
I put it down to guilt gult tripping, sorry not sure why i put this n spirituality, maybe cos i think i have to learn a lesson? Me thinking i was being lynched is cos in doing it to someone else?. But Im not! Although some people say i am (not personally but by association) they are full of shit anyway
Sometmes things happen and you are sensitive or on a guilt trip and an overwhelming fear engulfs you,..its paranoia
Today whilst driving this carwith a camera was behind me, it was blaring out music like ive never heard, not loud but louder than loudh, i mean insanely loud and its bumper was on my tail, ok there was a traffic jam and everythhg bkockedg ahead as well with roadworks and buses broken down and spook looking people all around
That car with the music sounded like a bunch of violent right wing punks, gosh when i turned into my road i was glad they drove on and they werent fillowing me, took me all day to get over it...
In my rational head i kept saying errr you werent the only person on the road, err, no one is following you, err its impossible anyone could know where you were to start followng you etc take it easy etc etc
I really fkn HATE it it screws me right up
I put it down to guilt gult tripping, sorry not sure why i put this n spirituality, maybe cos i think i have to learn a lesson? Me thinking i was being lynched is cos in doing it to someone else?. But Im not! Although some people say i am (not personally but by association) they are full of shit anyway