**Chai** (Your soul is yearning for Healing connections): Your lesson right now is to start looking and establishing meaningful connections with others. Create a safe and comfortable space where you can meet with your friends and just talk about life. You need to make time for those who need your attention and just connection overall. Plus they are healing for you as well.
**Waning Moon** (release old habits and patters): Your spirituality growth can have its breakthrough through release of old habits. Look and analyze your current experiences and pinpoint which habits and/or patterns that you had stuck to that held you back. Now is the time to let all of it go. They are hindering you from becoming more in tune with yourself and the Divine.
**Crystals** (You are a natural healer, You hold all the wisdom): Perhaps you've gone through a traumatic event or you've just been feeling down for awhile. You feel as if you are having a difficult time coming back from your setbacks. Almost as if you have lost the confidence in healing yourself. You always have that strength to heal and move on from all pain and hurt. Even though it is your biggest challenge, you still have that ability to heal yourself.
**Buddha** (Be mindful, be de-attached, be compassionate): Taking all of the cards into consideration, you are headed in a good direction. You are on a path of spiritual awakening and eventual enlightenment. Pay attention to your relationships, make sure you nurture the ones important to you and release those that no longer serve you. Spiritual awakening is not an easy process, it requires replacing habits and patterns that hold you back from achieving the Divine wisdom (it took 6 years for Buddha to achieve enlightenment!). Keep at it and don't quit!
This really resonates with me.. thanks! It's really good timing to have read this today! Yes I am yearning for comfortable and meaningful relationships right now. Yes I do need to release some habits for my spiritual clarity and I am releasing them en masse just now! Yes, I have had a difficult time, in the last few months and actually in the last few years overall. But I am also this healer and I'm regenerating. Finally what I see as the highest goal of my life is to attain the highest level of spiritual development as possible and to connect with the divine beloved. So it was very warming to read what you've written here. Thank you!
I'm using Rider Waite
Dharma Spread (Spiritual Life Lessons)
Jumpers: 6 pentacles, queen wands
What is my lesson right now? 8 swords. You know what you could be doing to develop your communication with spirit if you wanted to, but you're not really prepared to do that. I feel that this woman standing in a puddle of water indicates cold feet -- a little bit of fear about what would be involved and what you would have to let go of. You're not really willing but that's fine as long as you have no inner conflict between your desires and your actions..? Your lesson is to get clear about what you want, be honest with yourself about what you're willing to do to work towards that, and to let go of any other negative self-talk or guilt.
How can I grow spirituality at this time? 2 wands. You should look further afield to where you're looking.. up out of books and into life.. into other cultures.. overseas..
What's my biggest challenge at this time? 3 swords. Either health or emotional stress.
Where am I headed? 5 of pentacles. It's like you're very close to the 'church' / centre of spiritual awareness, but you're just missing it. It's going to be right here for when you take more time in your life for meditation and searching. Until then you won't realise how close you are and how just a few adjustments in the 'direction' you're looking could yield huge benefits in your spiritual life. But relating back to the first card, there's no "should" about it.. when you're ready you'll have the desire and the ability to find what you look for.
