Okay Lepledian at the bottom of the deck I have "It Is Safe For You To Love." So with that at the bottom I feel the main energy is that your not sure if it's worth waiting around for T to come around and want to be with you. I feel like you are ready to be in a relationship with this person, but he may be holding back his feelings for you or just holding off on something. I feel like this person is worth waiting for though because he just seems like he does have feelings for you, but he may have a hard time making a commitment or just showing his feelings, but I feel he'll come around.
As for the card I pulled, I received the "Love Yourself First" oracle. This is pretty self-explanatory. I feel like you have in the past tried to rush yourself in being in relationships because you've felt like something has been missing and maybe a significant other could possibly fill that void, but it's important to remember that if you can't love yourself and feel comfortable with who you are, it's going to be hard to find someone who will be able to love you the way you deserved to be lobe. I say focus more of your time and energy on getting to know yourself and appreciate the wonderful person you are in and out because that will do wonders. Have faith in the universe and try not to over think this whole situation with you and T because that gives off this energy that you are desperate and sends the wrong message to the world, so make sure you keep your thoughts and feelings positive and focus on honoring your feelings and emotions before anyone else will.
Hope this resonates, thank you!