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I have been thinking of booking myself on a spiritual break which would involve ayahuasca ceremonies. Ayahuasca is illegal in my country but not in the one I would travel to if taken for spiritual purposes. From what I understand of it, the herb can help open you up spiritually but also bring painful truths into your consciousness and help you accept and work through these and overcome the ego.
I have been wondering about affordability. Although I can easily afford the break on its own, I also have other things possibly in the pipeline which could be costly. I have also had concerns (although unlikely) that involvement in an illegal activity could impact upon me negatively.
I have therefore been hesitating over whether or not to go. So I thought I would ask the cards and would appreciate input from other readers. Do you think I should go?
Spread Used: Between Two Options Spread
Deck: Gilded
OPTION 1 - Going on the Break
1) Nature of the first option / what querent feels about it - Hanged Man.
I took this to mean that the experience could help me to let go of the past and come to acceptance. I may also change my perspective. However, I am also in suspense and limbo about it due to my procrastination.
3) Negative aspects / consequences / drawbacks - Hierophant.
The activity may be frowned upon by conformists. Problems with the authorities?
5) Rewards / positive aspects - Judgment
Finally letting go and dropping the baggage. Rebirth, rejuvenation, renewal. A sought after breakthrough and wake up call.
OPTION 2 - Not Going
2) Nature of the second option / what querent feels about it - 10 Cups
Feeling the perhaps the first option may be too good to be true?
4) Negative aspects / consequences / drawbacks - 6 Wands
The ego remains.
6) Rewards / positive aspects - Empress
The most confusing card of the spread for me. Could it mean that, even if I don't go, I am still full of power and creativity.
ADVICE - 3 CARDS
7) 6 Pentacles
I should be generous and give to myself as well as being receptive and open to accepting my generosity to self.
8) Page Cups
Follow the heart and trust inner guidance. Open up to inner child and open up emotionally and to new friendships. Live life to the full and be open to novel experiences.
9) Queen Swords
Be open to the (painful) truth. Cut out the pain and protect that which is pure and offers growth.
I have been wondering about affordability. Although I can easily afford the break on its own, I also have other things possibly in the pipeline which could be costly. I have also had concerns (although unlikely) that involvement in an illegal activity could impact upon me negatively.
I have therefore been hesitating over whether or not to go. So I thought I would ask the cards and would appreciate input from other readers. Do you think I should go?
Spread Used: Between Two Options Spread
Deck: Gilded
OPTION 1 - Going on the Break
1) Nature of the first option / what querent feels about it - Hanged Man.
I took this to mean that the experience could help me to let go of the past and come to acceptance. I may also change my perspective. However, I am also in suspense and limbo about it due to my procrastination.
3) Negative aspects / consequences / drawbacks - Hierophant.
The activity may be frowned upon by conformists. Problems with the authorities?
5) Rewards / positive aspects - Judgment
Finally letting go and dropping the baggage. Rebirth, rejuvenation, renewal. A sought after breakthrough and wake up call.
OPTION 2 - Not Going
2) Nature of the second option / what querent feels about it - 10 Cups
Feeling the perhaps the first option may be too good to be true?
4) Negative aspects / consequences / drawbacks - 6 Wands
The ego remains.
6) Rewards / positive aspects - Empress
The most confusing card of the spread for me. Could it mean that, even if I don't go, I am still full of power and creativity.
ADVICE - 3 CARDS
7) 6 Pentacles
I should be generous and give to myself as well as being receptive and open to accepting my generosity to self.
8) Page Cups
Follow the heart and trust inner guidance. Open up to inner child and open up emotionally and to new friendships. Live life to the full and be open to novel experiences.
9) Queen Swords
Be open to the (painful) truth. Cut out the pain and protect that which is pure and offers growth.