Wow- SunChariot! That was such a fantastic post I got lost in it and had to scroll to the top to see what thread I was in!
LOL Thank you.
Here's one more I forgot to add in, but it is also something I do beleive in. That sometimes the resaon for what happens carries over from a past lifetime. So we may not fully get it in this lifetime, but that does not mean there isn't a good reason.
I have coem to believe in reincarnation over time.
My story on that is that I was brought up by 2 complete atheists who really ridiculted anything spiritaul and thought you have to be totally insane to beleivei that. I was not as skeptical as them, but any spiritual inclination I was was quickly put down and riduculed and quashed (I am hoping that is a word
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Then came my abusive marriage and I learn to pray. And whatever I prayed for came rigth away after, each and every time, too much to be coincidence And that was the start, I knew something was happening that was too much to be coincidence. there had to be an intelligenve behind it as something was clearly answering. Then later I learnt Tarot which for me confirmed it.
So one day I did a past life reading and I ASKED why I had to suffer so much to learn to believe in G-d. Why could I not have just been given that and raised in family that had faith. I asked what in a past life made this necessary in this life. And the cards did tell me and it made perfect sense.
Apparently in a past life, a couple of hundread years ago of so, I had been a mother of a beautiful joyful young child of maybe 3 or so. As did everyone in my time I believed in G-d, everyone I knew did, I never questioned it. It was just normal and it never even occured to me to doubt.There was a G-d and everyone knew it. Period. That was pretty much life in those days.
I was told by the reading that my baby whom I loved was kidnapped and harmed and eventually killed.
At the time, I truly could not make sense of it. I never got over it and I pretty well let it all go and refused to beleive there was a G-d or in a G-d who could let this happen. That was it. I was never able to beleive again in that lifetime. I was brought up to believe and I renounced it all in my heart.
Then in this lifetime, I had to start over from scratch. This time I had to start off with a family who believed what I did in my last lifetime. I was literally brought up in this lifetime to beleive what I ended up that last lifetime beleiving. Althuogh my soul somehow has always felt like it is reaching for more this time.
Then I had to go thruogh that marriage to question it all. To find out for myself that when I am in real pain I am not alone and there is a G-d there to help me. This time I had to come to him and to call on on by myself. Not to be told he exists and to believe beccause I was told without question. This time, I had to find him and call on him for myself. And feel his answers and know he was real.
In this lifetime I needed that, to find personal proof that there is a G-d who is there and listening and loving and caring. And I feel I have found that for myself now. And taht reading told me that once I have found that for myself and my soul has found and felt my personal proof of that I will have it in my heart and soul forever from now on.
So that is what that reading told me. It was through my suffering in a past life that I let go of the spiritual in my life. And it was through suffering in this life that I got it back. I guess that is poetic justice and things have come full circle now.
My point is that sometimes the reason why things happen in this lifetime to us have stem from past lifetimes. Not that I am trying to convince others that there is or is not a G-d. We all havde to work the spiritual thing out on our own, Just again tha sometimes the reasons why things happen span more than one lifetime.
Also, since I do believe in reincarnation...although the reasoning of all this can get complcated, we all choose our lives we go into before birth, so a child who is going to die young in whatever way it is,. knows this is the life he is going into beforehand and he chose that life for the particular lessons he was to learn for just out of generousity to help others learn what they must.
Those are some more of my views on that.
Babs