I tried this morning and the chart had an Ascendant at 1 degree Cancer, so I'd take it as too early to say if the job would be beneficial to me. otherwise, the job was Jupiter in my 1st, the Moon (me) was going to sextile Jupiter. However, I don't feel like this chart was true. I don't feel like the present one I have is true either. I cast it at 9:16 a.m. daylight saving time today in Toronto. The Ascendant is good, Cancer again but 10 degrees, Jupiter again in the 1st, Moon on the IC and sextile Jupiter (this chart is about an hour older than the previous one).
I don't know why but I feel the first chart was the true one, I do not connect well with these ones.
You've had two inconclusive charts. I tend to call it a day if I get three in a row but two does seem to show some uncertainty.
I think this has to come down to non-Astrology factors. You've already indicated that you're not confident with parts of the job. So it's possible the charts reflect that uncertainty by giving uncertain to pessimistic answers.
You now have to decide how challenged you really feel by the new job. Is it something that you can train up on? Will your employers provide that training or pay for you to attend college to fill in the gaps. If you're going to be thrown in at the deep end and left alone to cope as best you can then life is likely to be miserable for a bit. Indeed it might be miserable, long term, if you feel that you're not going to cope and you're right to feel it.
On the other hand most things can be remedied by training and staff development. Maths was my worst nightmare at school and having scraped through the school leaving exams in maths , I vowed never to touch it again. But I ended up being asked to teach simple statistics, along with something I was very confident in - social structures and policies. It took me about three years to get to a stage where I felt happy.
Then, blow me down, they asked me to teach more demanding statistics to the equivalent of first year degree students. I managed because again it was mixed in with other things. That developed into teaching quantitative techniques to finals degree students and some accounting techniques (never done accounts in my life before) to accounting students.
By that time I'd learned the 'language' of maths and indeed I can remember teaching some of the accounts lectureres how to work out one of the measures they weren't sure of. I made the transition. So knowing you, you can make the transition to. But it's not going to be easy and you've got your son to look after.
But earning money means that you'll be more secure and more able to give your son the things that you want him to have. If you turn it down it might well dent your confidence for the next attempt. Ask yourelf honestly, are you looking for a reason to justify turning the job down and honestly is that reason something you can't overcome?
If the answer is genuinely that you won't be able to cope, then turn it down. But if there's a lot of 'you' in the job then I think you should make the effort. Even if you don't get through the probationary period, you're earning money and you're back into work mode. You will still gain.
