New River
i have been picking up a weird energy vibe for the past few weeks now.
at first i thought it was just me going thru one of my 'swamp' phases, but i have come to see that it is not coming from me but from the outside.
it is very uncomfortable. i am feeling unease, tension, a feeling of being stretched too thin, things look different when i see them like they are wearing a disguise or something. like they are not what they seem.
this is in conjunction with a couple of recent episodes of dreamwalking i have had. this is when your spirit goes to the other side while you are in deep meditation or asleep. it usually happens to me when i am asleep. i cannot Make it happen, it just does. i am allowed to remember just enough to know i was there but not what i was doing.
i have a feeling i have agreed for my energy to be used for the cause of LIGHT, but have no conscious knowledge of what it is for.
it leaves my body feeling tired and sluggish. i need lots of rest and drink lots of water.
anyway, this is long. i want to know if anyone else is picking up this energy? this feeling of weirdness without knowing what it is?
i have talked to a few others who admit to feeling it.
what's it all about???
love, light and hope, New River
at first i thought it was just me going thru one of my 'swamp' phases, but i have come to see that it is not coming from me but from the outside.
it is very uncomfortable. i am feeling unease, tension, a feeling of being stretched too thin, things look different when i see them like they are wearing a disguise or something. like they are not what they seem.
this is in conjunction with a couple of recent episodes of dreamwalking i have had. this is when your spirit goes to the other side while you are in deep meditation or asleep. it usually happens to me when i am asleep. i cannot Make it happen, it just does. i am allowed to remember just enough to know i was there but not what i was doing.
i have a feeling i have agreed for my energy to be used for the cause of LIGHT, but have no conscious knowledge of what it is for.
it leaves my body feeling tired and sluggish. i need lots of rest and drink lots of water.
anyway, this is long. i want to know if anyone else is picking up this energy? this feeling of weirdness without knowing what it is?
i have talked to a few others who admit to feeling it.
what's it all about???
love, light and hope, New River