january
Hi everyone!
I've been in "lurk" mode but now that final exams are over....
The other night, I wrote down all of the intuitive/psychic experiences I have had since the time I was about 2 years old, beleive it or not. The first had to do with the Nixon administration. I had this wooden box I played with that had cut-outs on the top in which to put blocks. In a dream (yes, I was about 2 - my earliest vivid memory) I was dropping my blocks inside and happened tp pick up Richard Nixon by the collar and drop him inside one of the holes. He was screaming "No! No! Please, No!" I can still see him wriggling in his black suit. That dream is still so clear to me. That was the year of the Watergate investigations, impeachment trials. This was the first of such experiences I have had.
Another happened before the onset of my father's illness; In a dream, I was in a department store with my mother and we were frantically racing up and down the aisles and I was saying to her "Dad's not doing good". Then I'd run into her again and announce "He's going to be okay!!" This just kept tugging back and forth in my dream. I was so puuzzled when I awoke. About a month later, my father was in hospital and the history of his illness went just like my dream- one doctor saying he'd be fine, another daying there's no hope. He passed away sixth months later.
Another instance happened on my wedding day. At the reception, after our first toast, I placed my wine glass down on the table and this thought came from nowhere (but nowhere is actually somehere, right?), as clear as the crystal I drank from, "I'm going to divorce him some day". Our marriage didn't last a year (a very GOOD thing, I might add!).
I am sorry to be long winded here, but occurances such as these have been a part of my life! These are only a very few. My problem is, I only seem to recognize these messages or "coincidences" (in which I don't beleive) after the fact. Recently, I have tried to be conscious and aware of everything. I write my dreams as soon as I awake and record any curious enocunters no matter how subtle. I pay attention now!!
Does anyone have any methods, pratices or books to recommend about developing psychic ability and/or intuition? I truly insist that we all have this ability and something in our childhood (perhaps the development of the ego) supresses it. Also, I would love to hear about any similar experiences you have had.
Thank you for listening to my rambling!
~ january
I've been in "lurk" mode but now that final exams are over....
The other night, I wrote down all of the intuitive/psychic experiences I have had since the time I was about 2 years old, beleive it or not. The first had to do with the Nixon administration. I had this wooden box I played with that had cut-outs on the top in which to put blocks. In a dream (yes, I was about 2 - my earliest vivid memory) I was dropping my blocks inside and happened tp pick up Richard Nixon by the collar and drop him inside one of the holes. He was screaming "No! No! Please, No!" I can still see him wriggling in his black suit. That dream is still so clear to me. That was the year of the Watergate investigations, impeachment trials. This was the first of such experiences I have had.
Another happened before the onset of my father's illness; In a dream, I was in a department store with my mother and we were frantically racing up and down the aisles and I was saying to her "Dad's not doing good". Then I'd run into her again and announce "He's going to be okay!!" This just kept tugging back and forth in my dream. I was so puuzzled when I awoke. About a month later, my father was in hospital and the history of his illness went just like my dream- one doctor saying he'd be fine, another daying there's no hope. He passed away sixth months later.
Another instance happened on my wedding day. At the reception, after our first toast, I placed my wine glass down on the table and this thought came from nowhere (but nowhere is actually somehere, right?), as clear as the crystal I drank from, "I'm going to divorce him some day". Our marriage didn't last a year (a very GOOD thing, I might add!).
I am sorry to be long winded here, but occurances such as these have been a part of my life! These are only a very few. My problem is, I only seem to recognize these messages or "coincidences" (in which I don't beleive) after the fact. Recently, I have tried to be conscious and aware of everything. I write my dreams as soon as I awake and record any curious enocunters no matter how subtle. I pay attention now!!
Does anyone have any methods, pratices or books to recommend about developing psychic ability and/or intuition? I truly insist that we all have this ability and something in our childhood (perhaps the development of the ego) supresses it. Also, I would love to hear about any similar experiences you have had.
Thank you for listening to my rambling!
~ january