Thanks for the reading
Yes, I'd assume it represents me though he has a woman in his life from what I heard last. Yes, there was disappointment from my end as he slept with someone else after he left overseas for work.
Yes, it was what we both felt but he wouldn't express it but I can't understand why I still feel for him even though I walked away from him twice and second time cut all contact from him first. There wasn't much safety etc as he got job overseas and left but yes, he depended on me even after he left for quite some time.
I feel he cares but he never says anything, I don't know what I did to disappoint him. I cut all contact from him and then I contacted him after a long time and he said he has been thinking of me and wanted to contact me but was scared and he knew that I wanted nothing to do with him as he hurt me. I don't know what I did to lose his trust till date but I sensed there was a change in relationship at some stage and it had something to do with what you've said that something hurt him but till date I don't what!
As we're not in contact I cannot confirm if he's with family but he loves his family so he might be with them or he is with this woman who may be like family to him now I don't know.
If he contacts in 8 days I'll post it here or let you know by sure by PM if the thread is closed
You're very good for a newbie
I'm also learning Lenormand but can't do timings.
Thanks for the reading, I'm just glad to know I meant something to him after all