Hush
i was in brighton (to non english people, its just a big city type place) yesterday and i was in the book shop waterstones. hidden away in a dark corner on the top floor is the tarot section., so im sitting by myself on the floor flicking through these books and things when i get an urge to see whats behind the books on the shelf. i try to quietly move them past when i see a box for a deck lying behind all the books - its the H.R. Giger tarot.
i opened up the box to see the booklet, poster thing, and the deck all opened.
when i sat looking through the crads i felt so weird...i felt like i needed the deck, that i wanted to have, but m first instinct was to not tell anyone about it - that it would be my own secret deck.
as i sat looking through them and the book i wanted them, but the spreads were all about finding about peoples true feelings, what they think, about their soul, and all the cards are so dark but intriguing.
i was kinda...i wanted to use them, but i felt like i was afraid of what i could do with them, and what they could do to me.
it sounds stupid but i dunno....i was there for quite a while, i snapped back into reality when my brother shouted at me.
scary...what do people think?
(sorry if there are lotsa typos im in a rush coz i hafta go out in a sec *grins*)
i opened up the box to see the booklet, poster thing, and the deck all opened.
when i sat looking through the crads i felt so weird...i felt like i needed the deck, that i wanted to have, but m first instinct was to not tell anyone about it - that it would be my own secret deck.
as i sat looking through them and the book i wanted them, but the spreads were all about finding about peoples true feelings, what they think, about their soul, and all the cards are so dark but intriguing.
i was kinda...i wanted to use them, but i felt like i was afraid of what i could do with them, and what they could do to me.
it sounds stupid but i dunno....i was there for quite a while, i snapped back into reality when my brother shouted at me.
scary...what do people think?
(sorry if there are lotsa typos im in a rush coz i hafta go out in a sec *grins*)