Satyr - Winds of change - Wizard
Satyr is like the Devil, the card says 'revelry and indulgence', so this shows that in this situation you didn't have much freedom, all there is were dreams and hopes that kept you bound. But there is change in the cards, literally shown by 'winds of change', and the Wizard is a great card for manifestation and expression.
You will not forget T, but the situation is unstable now. However, with the Wizard, you will be able to open more, so you do have a possibility, the chance to make things happen. The Wizard is a powerful man though, so this shows that in this relationship you are learning how to be in your power and not be just attracted to someone because they are strong or capable. T migh represent that for you. The success of your union depends on you coming out and being more confident, not to just project these qualities on him. Wizard is a knowledgeable man, someone with power...but you need to use and be in touch with your own. This seems to be the main lesson here - otherwise you will just continue to dream and fantasize about him, as some kind of strong protector, while it is you yourself that needs to grow these abilities and have faith in yourself.