A Tarot deck is much like a newborn child; a blank slate, free from any bias or any opinion. The bias and opinion comes later, after reality and other people start molding and telling us what we should believe and what we shouldn't, what's safe and what isn't, what's acceptable and what isn't. A Tarot deck is paper and pigment, that's all it starts as. It doesn't hold any power until YOU put it there yourself. This means that there isn't any demonic force or 'evil' power that just radiates from them, just like there's not anything inherently bad that comes from a deck of playing cards. I don't know where this idea that Tarot cards are a vehement sin comes from, but in my mind, it's nothing more than scare tactics.
There are lots and lots of threads on the forum about Tarot and Christianity. Simply do a search for it and you'll find lots of opinions and lots of members here that are Christian Tarot readers, who practice both without guilt or shame.
You are responsible for your own path, and that certainly includes your personal spiritual practice and how you choose to express it. You say that you want to be an animal healer, and that's great! If you feel that that's your calling, then by all means, strive for it! But you're going to meet many people who will scoff at you, tell you that you're denying God somehow, that you're a bad Christian, that what you believe in is silly or ridiculous. You have to be strong in your personal faith and your convictions and be able to stand up for what you feel is right for you. Once you truly believe in your heart and in your mind that what you're doing is in no way wrong, you can start to explain that to others as well, but first, you have to believe it yourself.
Welcome to the forum!
Welcome to the forum!