Ok... Nailed it. She's divorcing her husband. I've felt that she would stay disconnected until after her divorce an the least. I'm separated from my wife and MLB and I aren't in communication but we've seen each other 4 times in the last 3.5 weeks (since my separation) and 9 times over the last 6 months (since she decided to file) all by "chance". We have a very spiritual connection. She is holding fast to not being in communication with me, but I sense it is that she doesn't want to be a factor in my decision to divorce or reconcile. I think her "secret" is that she still holds the same depth of love for me that I've always held for her (since we met 2.5 yrs ago). I often get that there is a deep love between us, but she is holding back on that and not having any expectations. I have lots of dreams of her and knowings of her physical and emotional distress which she had been able to confirm to the day. I've had two dreams in which she indicated future meetings that happened one dream was last Dec in which she told me she'd see me in March (couldn't discern the date) and we did run into each other in March. In April I dreamt about May 16 specifically and we ran into each other on that date! I get many undeniable signs, but from the beginning, I've seen evidence that I'd need to operate on faith because she would withhold her underlying feelings (after we stopped communicating when her husband left her.) As a side note, we have never been physically intimate to give the relationship some context, though we have a very strong connection.
Thank you for the reading!
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