Thank you for posting those spreads here, Alamaris. I was actually looking for something like the second one on your list last week and couldn't find anything I liked in the spreads index. I don't hang out in the spreads forum often so wouldn't have seen those if you hadn't put them here--so thank you!
To bring this back on topic, I do like your deck and your simple-looking but evocative artwork. Like others, I appreciate the fact that it's not another deck full of lily-white people.
I wonder if this deck might prove to be particularly good at exploring the dark corners of our psyches, just because of what you're living through as you create it.
I hope you feel better soon, though.