SarahRose
punchinella said:I have been out for most of those 20 years, now I'm back
Most of the pagans, tarot enthusiasts, etc. I know in person place a high value in living freely and 'coming out'; however, in some circumstances I don't think this ideal is worth the pain it causes. And, I'll sacrifice freedom for the chance to be close to the only blood relatives I have while they're still living
I understand that from a sexuality POV - I'm in the closet to my family (I'm bisexual) because I'm not willing to lose them to come out. But your household sounds scary.